Mantra to remove obstacles

  So for further clearing, I started to chant the following mantra, and pray to Ganesha

Om Gum Ganapatayei Namaha

  One thing leading to another, I did a bounch of things to elleviate my sudden acute reaction to the intense clearing or something.  My doctor repeated another lab work after 10 days and the numers have totally reversed. My doctor was amazed. The Specialist has said that it will be quite sometime before it calm down.
  The mantra is short, but powerful, known to remove any obstacles in the energy field.
  The recommendation is to chant it as often as you can throughout the day, for 40 days straight. But it depends on what it is and the quality of the chanting. You can see results pretty quickly.
  I have noticed a greater speed of manifestation for a few years now, even before I learn about this mantra, just last month. I picked up the mantra and started to chant it nonstop, in the car, doing chores, ...
  I am so surprised that the first night I went to bed, after chanting it almost all day long on a Sunday, I had a bad dream for the first time in perhaps 7 or 8 years.
  In the dream, I was lying in bed, and all of a sudden,  I became aware that an animal like creature was on me and stabbing me on my body. I screamed and pushed it. It jump away and I woke up stunned.
  Why all of a sudden a bad dream? Is this a clearing as the result of the mantra? I have not had any bad dreams for so many years.
  While chanting the mantra, I can totally feel the energy flow started to either lock in, or go with the flow of the sound of the mantra, harmonizing and integrating anything in the field.
 Everything feels syncronized, and smooth.

A Setback---Healing Crisis

  Back in 2003, after about 10 month into the awakening process and blissful state, I got ill all of a sudden, stricken with something that runs in my family. After some treatment with meds, I has been doing fine.
  Lately, after many intense practice and clearing, a relapse occurs out of the blue without any warnings.
  It is a setback, making me wondering perhaps I was doing something wrong. I was so sure about the stronger and stronger connections with kwan yin and my spirit guides, and all the archangels and ascended masters.
I am also doing healing on all my lifetimes and to all beings.
  Maybe I have taken on more than I can offer?
  Usually i would receive messages or warning either from a  friend who often dream about me, or through dreams or other means. But this time it totally took me off guard.
  The relapse is a wake up call. Perhaps my guides wanted me to pay attention to this matter now, to save any future trouble, or perhaps I need to take care of this matter, before I can go further to the next level of development.
  Even if the using of modern medicine is needed, I should respect and trust whatever I am guided to do, as medical science is also a part of the creation.
  It turns out there is Law of Cure, cited
from http://www.wholeapproach.com/newsletter/archives/2002/11_November.html

Holistic healers have been familiar with the phenomenon of healing events for over two thousand years. Constantine Hering (1800-1880) was an MD who is known as the father of homeopathy. He observed several characteristics of a healing event and his observations became so well known and respected that they are still taught today. The principles of the Hering Law of Cure follow:

1. The human body seeks to externalize disease from deep internal organs to more superficial levels like the skin. It will also heal from the inside out. Healing will usually occur on the inside of the body before the outside and the curative process will work its way out of the body from there. For example, someone with asthma may develop a skin rash as his or her body attempts to resolve the asthma. Unfortunately, in modern medical protocol this rash would most likely be treated with cortisone cream. This type of suppression of the body's natural healing process could result in the condition going back inside again to re-affect the lungs.
2. Healing events tend to proceed from the head downward. By this he meant that the body typically exerts healing energy to resolve ailments at the top of the body (near the head) before it will tend to ailments at the bottom of the body (near the feet).
3. The healing of illnesses in the body will occur in the reverse order to development. The most recent health challenges will be resolved first and the old illnesses will be healed last. For example, the body would work on healing lung tissue from a recent bout with pneumonia before it would work on healing kidney tissue from a childhood kidney disease. This experience of healing through our past health challenges has been called "retracing".
4. The healing will occur in a cycle. We will endure a healing event followed by feeling wonderful and then we'll just "coast along" for a while until our body has gathered up enough strength to tackle another healing task. Just as we will consciously ensure that we are well rested before taking on a big job like cleaning out the garage for example, our body will only address big issues when it has the strength to do so. In between these healing events we can experience periods of glorious wellness as we begin to know what it feels like to be 'in balance'.

   In 2003, one of the major clearings that took place was a strong rush of energy coming out of my body, lasting 30 seconds to a minute, bringing out perhaps all blockages with it. The experience led to an OBE, and this entity left me for good. I woke up and my body felt as if reborn, as light as a feather, totally just transformed inside and out, for a few days afterwards.
  About 3 months later, another similar event took place again. A rush of energy rushed out down from my body, through my feet, I even experienced an orgasm. This time I projected to a hall covered by yellow curtains. After very bravely opening a door, I was in this huge field, walking toward a bright white light ahead, alongside with 2 or 3 others. Waking up, I felt reborn and transformed again for a few days afterwards.
  A lot of blockages must have been cleared, if not totally. Ever since then, my life has not been the same. Even though the condition that runs in the  family was not avoided, I trust that it is for me to  undergo treatment as early as possible. The healing experience itself also must  be what I am here to learn.

http://awakeningsecondtimearound.blogspot.com/2009/11/two-earliest-obes-that-i-remember-first.html

  The relapse this time probably is the result of major adjustment in me now. The impact of the intense quest is real, and it bounds to stir things up in a major way. I will just face it and deal with it as a part of this ever lasting journey.
  In the meantime, I am fine, just needing some meds. I also do acupuncture.

Losing Duality

  Boston Red Sox was winning another world series in October. They played St. Louis Cardinals. I only watch the game when Red Sox is in the playoff. But this time around, I found myself standing in the shoes of both teams. Even though I was happy when the Sox scores, I feel bad for the other team at the same time. Anybody who does not perform, or makes mistake is going to suffer in their career. I just do not enjoy watching this--winning a victory over the other team's misery. By the time Red Sox kept on scoring in Game 6, I just could not watch it, thinking how bad the other team must be feeling. The final score is 6 to 1. Thank God they at least scored 1 point.
  What kind of entertainment is this? Do we really need joy and excitement built on others' suffering? I just sincerely feel this to be unnecessary.
  Yes, this is life, and there are winning and losing. I can only hope that from losing come many learning, growth, and soul searching.
  In June, I had to file a complaint with Consumer Protection Bureau on a re-finaniing company. They failed to lock in the low interest rate for me early in May and now the rate has gone up. The only thing is that I did sign the form where they checked floating election. But my argument is that I saw that there is a fixed interest rate of 3.5% offered. I thought that's what I will be getting.
  Even though I am the victim in this situation, I feel both angry and bad at the same tine for the loan officer processing my application. I might be causing him his reputation at work, his prospect good future, and probably a whole lot of stress. But I somehow still went ahead with the complaint and later on, a dispute, even though feeling bad for that loan officer made my stomach turn and keep me up at night.
  I really do not want to get anyone into trouble, but I also feel very hurt in this situation. This was an innocent application for a refinancing. I admit that I have partial responsibility for signing the floating election. But the type of customer service they offered was totally irresponsible at best. There is no explanation and there is no follow up, while I trust that they are the pro and would do everything right.
  I am more bothered by my own reaction than anything else. I feel totally exhausted and unfortunate to be in this situation, feeling bad for the loan officer for the most part. I hate to be the one causing distress on another human being. On the other hand, I also feel abnormal to be concerned about the one causing harm to me. Is this normal? Why am I feeling bad for the other person even more than for myself?
  By the filing, I hope that they will be probably more vigilant about customer services and there will be less confusion and stress for customers. I have sent positive energy to the loan officer and the whole thing. I hope energetically it will turn out to be a good thing for him and the situation.
  Perhaps he is actually safe and sound with the fact that I signed the form. No one is blaming him for anything. Maybe CFPW is not going ahead with the investigation.....That would be fine.

Love and awakening for all beings

  An emaciated dog was found abandoned near a park. She was a 2 year old female pitbull with multiple places of broken bones. Her nose was burned. Her eye was stabbed. Her spine was broken. The injuries were so severe that they appeared to be the result of repeated beating, or being crushed by very heavy object. The emaciated dog was just skin and bone, having been starved for quite some time.
  When photos of the dog appeared on the TV news, you can see the total horror and hopelessness lingering in the dog's eyes.The X Ray photos of places of her broken bones, the burned mark, and her emaciated body are just totally difficult to watch.
  The dog had to be put down due to the severity of its condition. The abuser has yet to be found.
  Concerned calls by viewers flooded the TV news station. My heart broke by this unbelievable brutality and suffering. What the horror it must have been when the pitbull was repeatedly beaten by its attacker. Does it has time to realize what was happening to her? In her 2 year of short life on earth, has she known about love, comfort, joy, warmth, care, ....and the fact that she is a magnificent creature?
  The attacker must have been someone who was going through a lot of hatred and confusion, to commit these terrible acts. He can also be cold blooded abuser who has no empathy. What is it like to live through life without empathy?
  All I can do is to send love and light to both the dog and the abuser. In order to end the unfortunate suffering and brutality, healing is badly needed for both the attacker and the attacked, so that the attacker will not abuse another living being.
   Any time on any day, violence, abuse, attack, and suffering are happening somewhere in the world--animals being eaten alive, pets mistreated in horrible living conditions or harm, humans struggle in physical illness/pain or psychological stress from jobs, making ends meet, relationships, indignity, ignorance, crime......Some are abused, and others become abusers. But do beings everywhere know about love, healing, warmth, light, joy, care, safety, and the fact that they are magnificent creatures?
  I ask Kwan Yin and my spirit guides to please pray and send love and light to all beings everywhere. I see  that Kwan Yin and all light beings hold up their arms and send healing love and light. I chant "Love and awakening for all beings. "Love and awakening for all beings"........

More Synchronicity

  1. I was contacting a healer to ask a question or order something. Right when I started composing the email, my alarm clock which has been dead for at least 2, 3 years all of a sudden started to beep. I figured maybe earlier I had accidentally move the switch to alarm setting position and somehow it could still beep when time. I went to the clock and was shocked to find that even the switch was in the off position.
  2. Sometimes I would chant Great Compassion Mantra in seemingly impossible situation and amazing results often occur . The latest has been that when rushing to work, if I aim at rushing to the office at 9:30, by chanting, I would get there at exactly or a little after 9:30, even though it seem totally impossible. Sometimes the traffic is so heavy but then it will somehow move quickly, or I would go on the road and will find only a few cars on the road. It amazed me every single time.
  3. In June I joined a moose tour in New Hampshire to see this magnificent creature in the wild. We saw one in the beginning and then nothing happened for a long while. I started to wonder whether we would get to see any more. I started to talk to Kwan Yin to please send some moose our way and envision seeing a big buck, not among the trees, but on the side of the road. After a while, to my amazement, one big buck with long horns was spotted right on the side of the road! The van drove back and forth for us to see it a few times. It stayed on the side of the road for us to see it there at least 3 times. On this night, we not only saw this big buck, but also the first baby of the season, with its mom. According to the tour guide, this is the best sighting so far this year, 8 moose in one night, buck, baby, mom, juvenile..... They have been seeing between 1 and a few in previous weeks
  4. While requesting divination by picking out bamboo sticks in 2 separate temples in Taiwan, I received 2 great messages in a row. I only need to throw the divination blocks once in one temple, and twice in another. Both messages are among the best one can receive, and one is the best message.
  5. I was able to sit in the middle of second row, facing directly at Amma, during Darshan (See Amma the hugging saint)
  6. Went to have I Ching reading to see whether citywide slot reduction will affect my program. The prediction is no cut for me. I was not very sure because one probable way is every classroom loses 3 slots across the board. Two weeks later, the final result is announced. My program is one of the 4 not being cut, out of 23 programs citywide.
  7.  I bought a deck of Oracle card two weeks ago. To receive messages from angels, I picked one card a day in the first few days, and then 2 or 3 cards a day. When too busy,I skip a day. One card has been kept coming up--Mediumship. The card says "You have natural ability to connect with departed loved ones." It has come up in 6 days. On one day, it even appeared twice when drawing three cards.
  8. I pulled "Be willing to forgive" and all of a sudden, something irritated my contact lens and I had to stopped and took the lens out. I came back, shuffled the cards, and pulled a card. It is "Be willing to forgive" again.
   9. I have not had bad dreams or nightmares ever since my first awakening almost 10 years ago. One day I realized that I have not had bad dreams at all. (I still remember having nightmares or woke up from crying or screaming from the dreams long time ago.)
  10. After a Sunday workshop in the shamanism apprenticeship series in the instructor's house, a few of us started to attempt to get whatever was in the chimney out. It turned out to be a small hawk stuck in there for three days at the time. However we just could not get to it. Everyone tried to do something to help. I called the Angel Memorial Hospital and jot down a couple of phone numbers in a paper in someone's notebook. Later on, I noticed that the cover of the notebook happened to be full of the tiny birds, rows and rows of them, looking exactly like the baby hawk! What a co-incident. The hawk was rescued by a wildlife specialist the next day with no injuries and was doing very well.

Are we in denial? That's why we want to be away from ourselves?

  For many years, all my free time was spent walking in the nature. Besides traveling to Asia to visit my family, I did not do much traveling at all.
  Since May of this year, all of a sudden I feel strongly to travel and explore. So I have done quite a bit of traveling, both locally and internationally,for the past few months.
  I could go on and on, taking advantage of weekends, as well as vacation from work.
  Then I realized something.
  "Am I in denial to the possible truth that the divine is right in front of me? Am I in denial to the possible truth that what I am seeing is magic and awe?" This arises from inner quietness during meditation.
  I was planning to go away for three nights to Maine. Right before booking lodging, I realized that this chasing after new places and new adventure, although fun, isn't really inspiring. More trips seem to only trigger the desire for even more trips.
  Is there a different way? What about trying out a different role and accomplish tasks for a change? What if I am a cleaner or a designer for a day, spending a day cleaning and thinking about my neglected place. Am I in denial to the fact that my place is already bed and breakfast and my weekend activity is vacation fun?
  So I withheld the urge to go away, spending chunks of time here and there steam washing the carpet, wiping all surface, washing the bedding and throwing out some old junks. While walking in the woods, I wondered again how this is different from a bed and breakfast experience.
  I had the range hood and bathroom sink faucet replaced. An area rug is added for the couch. The microwave was moved out of the kitchen to make room for the counter top.Some decor are added around the place. If needed, I go to brunch or buy special food to add to the experience. When I cook, I use my old but still beautiful dishes to place the food....
  All of a sudden, I feel that I am in a bed and breakfast already. My cat is an ambassador for the inn and it would be called Cat's Inn
  I am delighted to realize that there is so much creativity inside that I don't really need to go anywhere for new experiences.
  What if everything around us is the divine?What if this place is the ultimate heaven? What if we are God? What if we are totally free to create?
  Are we in denial?

Experience with Braco's silent gaze

  Braco is an internationally renowed healer who heals with his silent gaze

http://www.braco.net

  I attended his event in March. The sessions took place every half an hour. Braco came out for about 7 minutes gazing the audience with background music. I went in 4 sessions. In two of them,after the gazing stopped, I felt the energy rushed upward through my third eye and crown. My body got emotional for no reason and my face wept silently. This was not sadness, but I don't know what the weeping is about. Other two sessions, my body simply moved with the energy. In one session, I also sense energy ran up through both of my legs.
  A coworker of mine who often had predictive dream about me told me that she had a dream similar to this event 2 days before I went. She didn't know about me going to this event. In the dream, she saw a guy with shoulder length hair (Braco is) standing on the stage talking. The audience sits in rows of chairs, with seat belts fastened. A voice explained that the seat belt is to prevent people from propelled out in the air by the energy. A friend of hers got hit by the seat belt on the face and after bleeding, her face was healed and the skin was even more clear and beautiful looking. Her friend brought the flower from the event home to her mother, who worried about financial problems. The flowers then lit up the room with bright light and her mother no longer worried. 

  In June, I was planning to volunteer in his event, but then Amma's event happened to be on the same weekend. As a result, I was not able to go. However, a few days before the June event, one morning I was still in half sleep and half awake state when a ray of golden light lit up the vision in my third eye. It caught me off guard and I wondered what it was. The golden light came in almost as branches of lightening bolts, right in the middle of my third eye,shinning bright and golden. It also looks familiar, although I couldn't remember what it was. A few days later, It occurred to me that that was the light representing Braco,s symbol, which makes up of rays of golden light shooting out all around.  

Amma--the hugging saint

  If you have never heard about Amma, here is a good report by New York Times
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2013/05/26/business/ammas-multifaceted-empire-built-on-hugs.html?from=world
  I attended Amma's retreat at the end of June in Toronto, due to the Massachusetts retreat dates conflicting with work event. I just made a trip out of it to Canada, a country I have never been to.
  The retreat is unusually intense, packed with tracks of activities day and night. The popular Darshan goes on until early morning every day where people line up to receive hugs from the saint. It is amazing to see all these people come around her to support her and volunteer in her events. This has been the 10th year here at Toronto, where people attended year after year. I am a first timer and there are not a whole lot of things in spirituality I can call myself that.
  "May all beings in all the worlds be happy" "The goal is to lift the fallen ones" The chanting has many sacred and inspirational words. Amma sings and chants. She is out there all day all night long with very little rest. I went to bed exhausted while she was still in the hall receiving long line of people. A couple of hours after I arrived the hall next morning, she came into the hall again to do another round of activity. Has she slept at all? She puts herself out there to be among the people. She tirelessly hug people, feed people, sing and dance for people. What a loving saint!
  Her book details many miraculous events taking place in her life. Reading it is like reading the biography of Buddha. People started to recognize her as a saint since she was in her 20s when supernatural events happened around her. She also regularly channeled Lord Krishna, and later Mother Kali. She established school, university, hospital, charity organizations, in and outside of India. She does many things the government can't even accomplish. ....
  I attended Darshan all three days. On the second day, I got in line a lot earlier than the time being told. I was in awe when I found myself sitting in the middle of the second row, right in front of Amma. Even the microphone was a little to the side and did not block my direct vision with Amma. This is after the line we stood in got separated into two parts, one entering seats from one side, the other from the other side. It just happened that I ended up right in the middle, each of the 50 rows had at least 30 people and . I was totally awe struck, thinking that this has to be Kwan Ying's arrangement. What is the odds of ending up right in the middle?
  During the water ceremony on the third day, everyone was getting one small container of holy water blessed by Amma. The woman next to me was made to keep the water for later after she drank the water all up. So she asked for one more. The person who passed out water happened to have one more left after giving one to the woman next to me. So I asked to have the last water and I did. This is like another arrangement by Kwan Yin. No one in the audience got more than one.
  I made sure that I request and receive a mantra from Amma, a mantra with special meaning to myself that representing God.
  During the three days, I also attended "I Am" meditation sessions, a form of meditation created 30 years ago by Amma. She started to teach it now when she feels people are finally ready.

Merging with Kwan Yin's love and light

 

 Three days ago in one part of a dream, I saw a light in the shape of Kwan Yin manifested in frront of me. I realized that something extrodinary was taking place. I was totally moved and awed and full of joy. I grab my phone to take a photo. The shape of light turned into an existence on the wall and stayed there. I woke up and felt very special about the dream
  The daily Kriya yoga practice in the morning is only about half an hour (depending on one's schedule), breaking into 4 parts. In one of them I invite light beings to come to help me. I always invite Kwan Yin. I have always prayed to her for help since I was little.
   After symbolically pulling myself out of my body, I ask that light being of divine love come into me. Usually within a minute or two, I start to feel sense of calmness and serenity come over me. I said " Let Kwan Yin carry this" " Let Kwan Yin do this. She knows what I need." " In the flow of love and light" as if floating in the warm water full of shining bright light. It is as if Kwan Yin takes over while I am taking the best rest of my life.
  I incorporate this merging technique from one of the shamanic journeying methods. It has been tremendous. On the way to work every morning, I also chant Kwan Yin's "Great Compassion Mantra" out loud all the way in my car. Ryan still keeps me in his light transmission list too.
  More and more, I sense light being being around me. I see more orbs or light balls during meditation, sometimes even with my open eyes during the day now. Kwan Yin.s presence is particularly warm and moving. I often sense her come in a pink light. Right away the healing envelop my whole body and being. Sometimes when I call out to light being or Kwan Yin, a brush of light or light ball would come up in my awareness, especially when I said "Make it happen now."
  During the day, sometimes I would go iinto inner awareness to ask what Kwan Yin would do for a problem at work. I often get a much more deeper and wider prospective right away and do not get hung up on silly details. Things would often take a turn for sunny and well round outcome.
  The much higher self esteem is particularly surprising and apparent. I found myself treat myself with much more love and self respect. I would try new things which I put off for years, just because I didn't feel needing them. All of a sudden, they all become interesting and I would love to try them at least once and truly enjoy them in the process. Ever since starting the meetup group and also re-arrange feng shui, I have been open to many new experiences--workshops, places, food....Perhaps these are things that might be helpful for me to move forward. There are reasons why we come back to this earth and there are things to experience before we can go on to higher development.
  I don't really put up with non-sense now. I would voice my disagreement so that the truth is complete. I also get over it very quickly without anymore mind drama afterwards.
  Merging with light beings seems to really bingt me to another level of awareness and existence. In the meantime, I truly want to walk Kwan Yin.s path and bring her love and light into this world.

Ryan's House

  I went to a small town north of Boston to be initiated into Kriya yoga last weekend. It is at a friend's house, open, simple, even a little outdated. The backyard is adjacent to a wooden area. One room is preserved as the Guru Room, where one of the masters in the Kriya lineage stayed in 2010. The strong energy of the Guru is said to still linger.
The weekend is consist of initiation ceremony, instruction of Kriya meditation, discussion, and practice. I actually had my Shamanism journey on Saturday and was planning to miss part of the weekend from the meditation so I can still go to the journeying. Plus I would really like to go for my usual nature walk. However, one thing led to another, I ended up stayed the whole time and I am glad I did.
The host of the house Ryan lives in this house with his wife. He runs around all day like a energizer bunny, never running out of battery. He quited his job as a CFO and started a company that use energy healing to help other corporation thrive. His house is open for group meditation practice three times a week, and also Kriya initiation, or visits by gurus to the US. He is also involved in the internationally renowned healer Braco's events. From time to time, he also hosts live streaming or interview from his house. Rooms and couches in the house sometimes are occupied by guests ranging from one night crash to short term weeks or months.
Three times a week, Ryan also does light transmission with no charge for whoever asks for it from both in the US and overseas, most of whom have been distant transmission. According to Ryan, currently a group of people are doing light transmission work collectively, to help transform earth energy. Many angels and ascended masters, and light beings join in the light work during the transmission.
I have done one distant transmission and one in person. My third eye and spine buzz like crazy. At one time, each chakra had very distinct push as if a button has been pushed, one at a time, going up the spine. I kept asking St. Michael and Kwan Yin to witness and join in the circle. It was something very special. Last night was in person and I sat and sat for 2.5 hours. Besides the energy phenomenon,  a calmness and serenity came over me and I almost went under. After the meditation, I saw a flying orb flew by when I was taking a photo of the dark woods behind the house.
Ryan said that all he does it to amplify the energy, the rest is all done by each individual him/herself. There have been reports of great improvement in areas of life, better health, or better spiritual advancement. Even a friend who recently just had his kundalini rising is also amazed by the transmission as well.
Such openness is so intriguing. When does he spend some time to be with his inner self? I need personal space to be with my own self. But apparently, some other people can deal with the external world forever, even without a personal space.
For some reason, this open space feels special.All the furniture seem to melt into the background. People come and go. The energy however is always special. I went into the Guru Room to look around and take photos. It feels just like home. I would not mind if people melt into the background and only myself and the energy left.

This house is just like me right now ,totally open and free to whatever come our way. When the divine energy is around the corner, we just need to be open, and to have open space to allow it in. This is what Ryan,s house is.

Feng Shui and arrangement by Spirit Guides

  After federal review and the community fair, I finally have some time to really relax, despite facing the budget cut of sequestration. I followed a friend's father's Feng Shui advices to make some changes for my home and office, things like moving the furnature arround, putting a water fountain in a specific corner, taping old coins on the table, adding a specific color in the room, putting a bamboo plant in a spot.....Ever since then, one thing happens after another, mostly for the betterment. Dental work, doctor's appointment, refinancing, having some work done on my car, setting up the July trip to visit my family in Taiwan, Kriya yoga, light transmission, signing up for Wesak ceremony, ......

  Something weird happened last week. My old xmradio and my sound speaker went missing from my locked office. I often left them at work except over the weekend when I listen to it during yoga practice. The day before, I was turning it off very mindfully before I left. The next morning when I didn't see them, I instantly knew that they were gone. It was a sad and upsetting event because all the favorite recorded tracks are gone and some have personal meanings to me. I prayed to St Michael to please recover the devices for me. Then all of a sudden, it occurred to me that I could shut off the subscription for that device, so that whoever took the device would not be able to enjoy it. Also maybe xmradio has all my recorded tracks and all I need to do it to switch them to my new device.
When I called the next morning, I was told that the recorded tracks are only stored in the old machine. However, They would send me a home radio for only $10 plus shipping fee. The following Monday I received the home radio, but the quality is not great. I bought a portable XMP3i from amazon. Once I got it, I was told there is a $75 to swap from one device to another. I talked to a supervisor on their end to have the $75 waived.
  I am happy with the new radio. The sound quality is much better than my old machine. There are more features and more recording space. The device is so much smaller and slick. All of a sudden, I am enjoying the dance tracks and hit songs all day long. These music seems to have great effect on my lower chakras, which feel great with these energy boost.
 I went to have my aura photo taken just last week. My lower chakras are only medium energy and I have been wanting to do something about it.
Perhaps this is how my spirit guide arrange to help with my lower chakras. I would not have listen to these music on my old device.

Screenlike Inner Vision

  Through the recommendation of a member in the meetup group, I was made aware of Drunvalo Melchizedek, a physicist turning to a spiritual teacher teaching about sacred space of the heart and Merkaba. His books contained tons of information like textbooks. However "Living in the Heart" is such an amazing read that gets me really excited about trying the meditation in the book.
  One thing that stirs immense interest in me is the TV screenlike inner visions by people or superpsychic children who see through other body parts, not through their eyes.
 I am baffled by TV or film screens that sometimes appear in my deep dreams which feel mysterious. What's the significance of screens? Why screens?
  In the dream, the number of screens can be multiple or just one. The function of the screens can be to replay to see and learn about a scene that just happens; it can be a new TV screen for the new house; one time screens lined up both side of the street as flag like structures while we go by; another time the frames of sccreen appeared in the air one after another, sometimes the screens turned on by itself causing an OBE; sometimes I am doing a workshop that is being televised. However, I hardly really pay attention to what,s in the screen.
  In Drunvalo,s book, small screens often surround the main screen in the center. The people who see through these inner vision usually pay attention to the small screens one by one, as each one depicts a major event or people. Seeing through the back of main screen of a woman named Mary Ann Schinfield, who sees without her eyes, Drunvalo found out that this woman actually has a 4D consciousness.
  When Drunvalo is in his sacred space of the heart, he saw frames of pictures on the walls that turned out to be portraits of important people in his near future.  
  Next time I need to see what's in the screens, as they usually contain important messages.  

Some Synchronicities

Here are some synchronicities
1)Precognitive dream-- Up until three years ago, something I wondered about for many years was spending time in after work chat in the bar, since I did not have a sociable lifestyle at the time. One time I had a dream about being in the bar with 2 other coworkers. Some guy tried to steal my mystical box (?). It went on to a chasing frenzy in the air, with me and these guys flying around in the sky. A few months later, 2 coworkers make three of us to be a pack and we have been going on Friday after work chat all the time in the bar/restaurant.

2)Precognitive dream-- Up until 3 years ago, I often had a recurrent dream to be on this hiking trail in this beautiful woods, with two trails merging. Once I started going on weekend walking in nature (not because of the dream), this recurrent dream stopped. The woods I take weekend walk now has two main trails that merge into each other.

3)Sign from angel-- I was sitting by the water asking to see a sign from angels. Three minutes later, an unusually large bird, almost like a crane, flew across the water and over my head. That was the first time I saw such a large bird in this lake.

  4) I asked to get to my next level of spiritual development. All of a sudden, I sought out Seth Speaks that I had for a long time but never started from behind my bookshelf and read it nonstop. I also happened to purchase Kyron's 12 layers of DNA. These nonphysical teachers answered my call. I then started a Meetup group and met some highly evolved spiritual individuals.

 5) I was commenting about something at work, and two days later, citywide started something new in that area.

6) the first time I trieds practicing Angel Oracle cards, the first three cards I picked were "Practice" " Protected" "Options." She asked me what I was trying to find out. I said I am curious about possible career change doing tarot cards or open a wellness center. So I opened another three cards. They turned out to be "Oracle cards" "Infinite Abundance" "Career change"   

7) For about three days, my note pad on my Droid phone was acting weird. It would copy the same entry twice. The first time I noticed this, it caught my attention immensely, because I saw "success and total fulfillment" repeat itself twice (or three times) on my note pad. This is a line that I took down from watching one of Oprah's guest. It had profound meaning to me. It just repeated itself for no reason. This happened to me for about two three days. Then the issue is gone, as fast as when it came. I took it as a very good sign.

8) One day while sitting next to the small walk bridge by the water, all of a sudden a small mantra that I have forgot for more than 30 years when I was a kid came back to me.I later found out it is "Spirit reborn in Pure Land." In the beginning, the exact words are a little blur. I got the whole thing clear and correct the second time (or weekend). I checked a few weeks later. Every single words was correct how I had it. I was amazed. I wonder why this particular mantra. Was it requested by the spirits around that water?

A class in a white stone building

This experience is from a while ago.

11/25/12 A Class in a White Stone Building

    Before bed I prayed very sincerely for the highest vibration. As a result, I had a very restful and deep sleep state. I had an uninterrupted, vivid  journey through a woman's very large house.
  This building is all white stone structure , very grand, with very high ceilings, long hallways, and has multiple floors. It feels open, astral, spiritual, unusual, and alive.
  She looked established, respected, in a long white wavy robe, and is a teacher to me in some way.
  I took out my credit card for something, but then I left the card on her table. I then went to look around in her back yard where she displays/sells (?) very elegant handbags and umbrellas. Many girls were looking around there. I saw a purple umbrella that I have seen earlier in another place. Her material is a little older but classic.
  I then made back to her house late, where a class was starting in a circle of chairs. I was there to be her assistant instructor. She was in the front of the class and said to me: "Sit anywhere."  I just plunged into the seat next to her. She said: "Good. Sit here." On the table was a lot of teaching materials. It is a class or art design, with flower and fruits. Her big white dog reached onto the table and ate the cranberry type of fruit. I was teaching with her via a televised screen. But I didn't see any other people in the building besides her. I showed her that I had my checkbook to pay whatever I was buying earlier, and remembered to take my card back. She had her checkbook lying around on the table.
  After the class, I went out through a side door into the street. I was amazed to see rows of  Chinese girl students were standing on both sides of the streets/shops and were sending me off very respectfully.
  Now that I think about it, one interesting thing is that even though it's a class in the building and I was there assisting, she and I were the only people in that building. Many people were around but they were all outside and didn;t enter the buildiing. I don.t even remember seeing anyone else in that circle of chairs. I only knew that the class was televised.

Meeting up

  After praying for a few days to get to my next level of development, suddenly I had an idea to start a meetup group--Spiritual Journey Sharing Group. I had my first meetup yesterday.

  It was a very interesting group of people. I was planning for 12 people. 11 signed up and 8 showed up. We got to hear about a range of experiences—Spontaneous paradigm shift and even kundalini awakening triggered by watching movies or attending a long silent retreat, profound change of perception and relationship with the daily life through meditation, unexplained coincidences or happenings, alien encounters, out of body experience, telepathic communication, effect on the reality…. The second meet up is now scheduled and planned for 10 people. It is full already.

  Two weeks ago when I first started this group, one of my coworkers, who dreams about future events all the time, had a dream about me having a dress on, looking very young and energetic, walking around in my center talking to people. She knew something is up with me, something is igniting my passion.

  Yesterday during the meet up, I was sitting next to a girl who just had an awakening 6 months ago. She was talking about her experience when all of a sudden I felt my heart center a weeping sensation that lasted for about 30 seconds. Something she shared touched me deeply and had an effect on my heart charkra. I never had this happen before. Perhaps a small temporary energetic blockage has just been cleared. For the longest time I have been searching for others.

  It really felt that I have been guided to this next stage of my development. Ever since praying for further development, I sought out Seth Speaks series in the back of my shelf that I never started for a long time and found that I have experienced a lot of what the nonphysical Teacher Seth has taught. I also happened to purchase Twelve Layers of DNA by another nonphysical Teacher Kyron. All of these books speakso much to me since all that I have experienced are testimony of what were taught. Now with this group of other starseeds, I can share and learn to furter the journey with others.

  For the past 3 years, a lot of my time was spent in the nature to heal my physical body and further working on my inner energy. I also had to explore my role leading my workplace and figure out between fearlessness and survival in this uncertain world. After much observation and problem solving, this next stage seems to be full of empowering opportunities. Survival needs not to be from a place of fear. When truly seeing that this physical body is one of the layes of our other bodies, I start to really take responsibility to live in the here and now.

  Sometimes we long for pursuing other dimensions and forget the fact that this physical reality also is a part of ourselves. What happens here also affects our other realities in other dimensions.

  Everything counts everywhere in any moment.