I have been busy with trying my hands on a few different modalities--Angel healing, tree whispering, Tarot cards, and Reiki healing.
Having spent almost three years walking in the woods every chance I get, a shift in me tells me to start learning techniques to harness the energy. In the meantime, nature is still my temple.
I have only been using Tarot cards for a short while, asking questions about my family members and myself. The results have been amazingly accurate. The degree of belief brings out the accuracy of the results
Have just completed Reiki II Advanced, with Lourdes Gray, the widow of John Harvey Gray, one of the original 22 Reiki Master instructors taught by Mikao Ushi tradition. There are so many techniques and tools to use for healing and to improve one's own body, mind and soul.
Why all of a sudden this thirst and busy learning mode, so much different from the usual routine of walking in the beautiful nature, meditating, feeling the energy flow.
Energy seems to be an organic form of life itself. It cannot stay stale. Once developed and experienced, the need comes to flow, exchanged, or evolve further.
The realization came to me at almost the same time that divine beings, such as angels, ascend masters, Buddha, and Jesus, respond to prayers to help others, because they have to. Even when highly evolved, they still want their energy to be used and harnessed, not staying idle. Energy cannot stay stale. Sharing, growing, and serving are the only way to go.
For three years I was in this deep appreciation and intense awe by nature. While in the woods, I was often overwhelmed by thrill and joy. Once or twice in each walk, sobbing sensation would come up. So I would sob for a while, moved by everything in the surrounding.
I pondered about living in the woods, growing food, chopping woods to make fire, spending time with the sight and sound of nature. I pondered about moving right outside of the reservation.
I developed a love for leafy vegetable, especially organic, real vegetable. It came a time when eating is too slow. I started to do juicing, to get as much fruit and vegetable as quickly as possible.
I am fascinated by Dick Proenneke's story, who lived in Alaska wilderness for 30 years. I see myself as one of the transcendentalists, inspired by nature, feeling like very close to God through nature.
Then the Nonprofit Management certificate program study (sent by my agency) temporarily took my focus away, even though my routine didn't change for the past year. Now that the certificate program is over, the intensity of awe from nature has reduced, replaced by a thirst toward use of energy through methods and techniques.
In Reiki, this universal energy knows what we need and it will go to places where it is needed. It heals. It achieves outcome through intention. It knows no difference of time and space. It can be strengthened or called upon through symbols. In Tarot card, it taps into the quarent's energy and the unconscious mind. In meditation, the more you meditate, the more the inner energy runs it self and settles in the belly area. In lucid dreaming and OBE, energy takes you to other dimensions like magic carpet.
While doing all the modalities, I seem to be waiting for something, something that will take me to that place of awe and joy again, just like in 2003-2005, and in 2009-2011, a place where I know the energy will take me. Circumstances change, stages pass, but that place is always in me. Energy knows where my next stage is, because energy is intelligent.Energy is alive.
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