Merging with Kwan Yin's love and light

 

 Three days ago in one part of a dream, I saw a light in the shape of Kwan Yin manifested in frront of me. I realized that something extrodinary was taking place. I was totally moved and awed and full of joy. I grab my phone to take a photo. The shape of light turned into an existence on the wall and stayed there. I woke up and felt very special about the dream
  The daily Kriya yoga practice in the morning is only about half an hour (depending on one's schedule), breaking into 4 parts. In one of them I invite light beings to come to help me. I always invite Kwan Yin. I have always prayed to her for help since I was little.
   After symbolically pulling myself out of my body, I ask that light being of divine love come into me. Usually within a minute or two, I start to feel sense of calmness and serenity come over me. I said " Let Kwan Yin carry this" " Let Kwan Yin do this. She knows what I need." " In the flow of love and light" as if floating in the warm water full of shining bright light. It is as if Kwan Yin takes over while I am taking the best rest of my life.
  I incorporate this merging technique from one of the shamanic journeying methods. It has been tremendous. On the way to work every morning, I also chant Kwan Yin's "Great Compassion Mantra" out loud all the way in my car. Ryan still keeps me in his light transmission list too.
  More and more, I sense light being being around me. I see more orbs or light balls during meditation, sometimes even with my open eyes during the day now. Kwan Yin.s presence is particularly warm and moving. I often sense her come in a pink light. Right away the healing envelop my whole body and being. Sometimes when I call out to light being or Kwan Yin, a brush of light or light ball would come up in my awareness, especially when I said "Make it happen now."
  During the day, sometimes I would go iinto inner awareness to ask what Kwan Yin would do for a problem at work. I often get a much more deeper and wider prospective right away and do not get hung up on silly details. Things would often take a turn for sunny and well round outcome.
  The much higher self esteem is particularly surprising and apparent. I found myself treat myself with much more love and self respect. I would try new things which I put off for years, just because I didn't feel needing them. All of a sudden, they all become interesting and I would love to try them at least once and truly enjoy them in the process. Ever since starting the meetup group and also re-arrange feng shui, I have been open to many new experiences--workshops, places, food....Perhaps these are things that might be helpful for me to move forward. There are reasons why we come back to this earth and there are things to experience before we can go on to higher development.
  I don't really put up with non-sense now. I would voice my disagreement so that the truth is complete. I also get over it very quickly without anymore mind drama afterwards.
  Merging with light beings seems to really bingt me to another level of awareness and existence. In the meantime, I truly want to walk Kwan Yin.s path and bring her love and light into this world.