Mantra to remove obstacles

  So for further clearing, I started to chant the following mantra, and pray to Ganesha

Om Gum Ganapatayei Namaha

  One thing leading to another, I did a bounch of things to elleviate my sudden acute reaction to the intense clearing or something.  My doctor repeated another lab work after 10 days and the numers have totally reversed. My doctor was amazed. The Specialist has said that it will be quite sometime before it calm down.
  The mantra is short, but powerful, known to remove any obstacles in the energy field.
  The recommendation is to chant it as often as you can throughout the day, for 40 days straight. But it depends on what it is and the quality of the chanting. You can see results pretty quickly.
  I have noticed a greater speed of manifestation for a few years now, even before I learn about this mantra, just last month. I picked up the mantra and started to chant it nonstop, in the car, doing chores, ...
  I am so surprised that the first night I went to bed, after chanting it almost all day long on a Sunday, I had a bad dream for the first time in perhaps 7 or 8 years.
  In the dream, I was lying in bed, and all of a sudden,  I became aware that an animal like creature was on me and stabbing me on my body. I screamed and pushed it. It jump away and I woke up stunned.
  Why all of a sudden a bad dream? Is this a clearing as the result of the mantra? I have not had any bad dreams for so many years.
  While chanting the mantra, I can totally feel the energy flow started to either lock in, or go with the flow of the sound of the mantra, harmonizing and integrating anything in the field.
 Everything feels syncronized, and smooth.

A Setback---Healing Crisis

  Back in 2003, after about 10 month into the awakening process and blissful state, I got ill all of a sudden, stricken with something that runs in my family. After some treatment with meds, I has been doing fine.
  Lately, after many intense practice and clearing, a relapse occurs out of the blue without any warnings.
  It is a setback, making me wondering perhaps I was doing something wrong. I was so sure about the stronger and stronger connections with kwan yin and my spirit guides, and all the archangels and ascended masters.
I am also doing healing on all my lifetimes and to all beings.
  Maybe I have taken on more than I can offer?
  Usually i would receive messages or warning either from a  friend who often dream about me, or through dreams or other means. But this time it totally took me off guard.
  The relapse is a wake up call. Perhaps my guides wanted me to pay attention to this matter now, to save any future trouble, or perhaps I need to take care of this matter, before I can go further to the next level of development.
  Even if the using of modern medicine is needed, I should respect and trust whatever I am guided to do, as medical science is also a part of the creation.
  It turns out there is Law of Cure, cited
from http://www.wholeapproach.com/newsletter/archives/2002/11_November.html

Holistic healers have been familiar with the phenomenon of healing events for over two thousand years. Constantine Hering (1800-1880) was an MD who is known as the father of homeopathy. He observed several characteristics of a healing event and his observations became so well known and respected that they are still taught today. The principles of the Hering Law of Cure follow:

1. The human body seeks to externalize disease from deep internal organs to more superficial levels like the skin. It will also heal from the inside out. Healing will usually occur on the inside of the body before the outside and the curative process will work its way out of the body from there. For example, someone with asthma may develop a skin rash as his or her body attempts to resolve the asthma. Unfortunately, in modern medical protocol this rash would most likely be treated with cortisone cream. This type of suppression of the body's natural healing process could result in the condition going back inside again to re-affect the lungs.
2. Healing events tend to proceed from the head downward. By this he meant that the body typically exerts healing energy to resolve ailments at the top of the body (near the head) before it will tend to ailments at the bottom of the body (near the feet).
3. The healing of illnesses in the body will occur in the reverse order to development. The most recent health challenges will be resolved first and the old illnesses will be healed last. For example, the body would work on healing lung tissue from a recent bout with pneumonia before it would work on healing kidney tissue from a childhood kidney disease. This experience of healing through our past health challenges has been called "retracing".
4. The healing will occur in a cycle. We will endure a healing event followed by feeling wonderful and then we'll just "coast along" for a while until our body has gathered up enough strength to tackle another healing task. Just as we will consciously ensure that we are well rested before taking on a big job like cleaning out the garage for example, our body will only address big issues when it has the strength to do so. In between these healing events we can experience periods of glorious wellness as we begin to know what it feels like to be 'in balance'.

   In 2003, one of the major clearings that took place was a strong rush of energy coming out of my body, lasting 30 seconds to a minute, bringing out perhaps all blockages with it. The experience led to an OBE, and this entity left me for good. I woke up and my body felt as if reborn, as light as a feather, totally just transformed inside and out, for a few days afterwards.
  About 3 months later, another similar event took place again. A rush of energy rushed out down from my body, through my feet, I even experienced an orgasm. This time I projected to a hall covered by yellow curtains. After very bravely opening a door, I was in this huge field, walking toward a bright white light ahead, alongside with 2 or 3 others. Waking up, I felt reborn and transformed again for a few days afterwards.
  A lot of blockages must have been cleared, if not totally. Ever since then, my life has not been the same. Even though the condition that runs in the  family was not avoided, I trust that it is for me to  undergo treatment as early as possible. The healing experience itself also must  be what I am here to learn.

http://awakeningsecondtimearound.blogspot.com/2009/11/two-earliest-obes-that-i-remember-first.html

  The relapse this time probably is the result of major adjustment in me now. The impact of the intense quest is real, and it bounds to stir things up in a major way. I will just face it and deal with it as a part of this ever lasting journey.
  In the meantime, I am fine, just needing some meds. I also do acupuncture.

Losing Duality

  Boston Red Sox was winning another world series in October. They played St. Louis Cardinals. I only watch the game when Red Sox is in the playoff. But this time around, I found myself standing in the shoes of both teams. Even though I was happy when the Sox scores, I feel bad for the other team at the same time. Anybody who does not perform, or makes mistake is going to suffer in their career. I just do not enjoy watching this--winning a victory over the other team's misery. By the time Red Sox kept on scoring in Game 6, I just could not watch it, thinking how bad the other team must be feeling. The final score is 6 to 1. Thank God they at least scored 1 point.
  What kind of entertainment is this? Do we really need joy and excitement built on others' suffering? I just sincerely feel this to be unnecessary.
  Yes, this is life, and there are winning and losing. I can only hope that from losing come many learning, growth, and soul searching.
  In June, I had to file a complaint with Consumer Protection Bureau on a re-finaniing company. They failed to lock in the low interest rate for me early in May and now the rate has gone up. The only thing is that I did sign the form where they checked floating election. But my argument is that I saw that there is a fixed interest rate of 3.5% offered. I thought that's what I will be getting.
  Even though I am the victim in this situation, I feel both angry and bad at the same tine for the loan officer processing my application. I might be causing him his reputation at work, his prospect good future, and probably a whole lot of stress. But I somehow still went ahead with the complaint and later on, a dispute, even though feeling bad for that loan officer made my stomach turn and keep me up at night.
  I really do not want to get anyone into trouble, but I also feel very hurt in this situation. This was an innocent application for a refinancing. I admit that I have partial responsibility for signing the floating election. But the type of customer service they offered was totally irresponsible at best. There is no explanation and there is no follow up, while I trust that they are the pro and would do everything right.
  I am more bothered by my own reaction than anything else. I feel totally exhausted and unfortunate to be in this situation, feeling bad for the loan officer for the most part. I hate to be the one causing distress on another human being. On the other hand, I also feel abnormal to be concerned about the one causing harm to me. Is this normal? Why am I feeling bad for the other person even more than for myself?
  By the filing, I hope that they will be probably more vigilant about customer services and there will be less confusion and stress for customers. I have sent positive energy to the loan officer and the whole thing. I hope energetically it will turn out to be a good thing for him and the situation.
  Perhaps he is actually safe and sound with the fact that I signed the form. No one is blaming him for anything. Maybe CFPW is not going ahead with the investigation.....That would be fine.

Love and awakening for all beings

  An emaciated dog was found abandoned near a park. She was a 2 year old female pitbull with multiple places of broken bones. Her nose was burned. Her eye was stabbed. Her spine was broken. The injuries were so severe that they appeared to be the result of repeated beating, or being crushed by very heavy object. The emaciated dog was just skin and bone, having been starved for quite some time.
  When photos of the dog appeared on the TV news, you can see the total horror and hopelessness lingering in the dog's eyes.The X Ray photos of places of her broken bones, the burned mark, and her emaciated body are just totally difficult to watch.
  The dog had to be put down due to the severity of its condition. The abuser has yet to be found.
  Concerned calls by viewers flooded the TV news station. My heart broke by this unbelievable brutality and suffering. What the horror it must have been when the pitbull was repeatedly beaten by its attacker. Does it has time to realize what was happening to her? In her 2 year of short life on earth, has she known about love, comfort, joy, warmth, care, ....and the fact that she is a magnificent creature?
  The attacker must have been someone who was going through a lot of hatred and confusion, to commit these terrible acts. He can also be cold blooded abuser who has no empathy. What is it like to live through life without empathy?
  All I can do is to send love and light to both the dog and the abuser. In order to end the unfortunate suffering and brutality, healing is badly needed for both the attacker and the attacked, so that the attacker will not abuse another living being.
   Any time on any day, violence, abuse, attack, and suffering are happening somewhere in the world--animals being eaten alive, pets mistreated in horrible living conditions or harm, humans struggle in physical illness/pain or psychological stress from jobs, making ends meet, relationships, indignity, ignorance, crime......Some are abused, and others become abusers. But do beings everywhere know about love, healing, warmth, light, joy, care, safety, and the fact that they are magnificent creatures?
  I ask Kwan Yin and my spirit guides to please pray and send love and light to all beings everywhere. I see  that Kwan Yin and all light beings hold up their arms and send healing love and light. I chant "Love and awakening for all beings. "Love and awakening for all beings"........

More Synchronicity

  1. I was contacting a healer to ask a question or order something. Right when I started composing the email, my alarm clock which has been dead for at least 2, 3 years all of a sudden started to beep. I figured maybe earlier I had accidentally move the switch to alarm setting position and somehow it could still beep when time. I went to the clock and was shocked to find that even the switch was in the off position.
  2. Sometimes I would chant Great Compassion Mantra in seemingly impossible situation and amazing results often occur . The latest has been that when rushing to work, if I aim at rushing to the office at 9:30, by chanting, I would get there at exactly or a little after 9:30, even though it seem totally impossible. Sometimes the traffic is so heavy but then it will somehow move quickly, or I would go on the road and will find only a few cars on the road. It amazed me every single time.
  3. In June I joined a moose tour in New Hampshire to see this magnificent creature in the wild. We saw one in the beginning and then nothing happened for a long while. I started to wonder whether we would get to see any more. I started to talk to Kwan Yin to please send some moose our way and envision seeing a big buck, not among the trees, but on the side of the road. After a while, to my amazement, one big buck with long horns was spotted right on the side of the road! The van drove back and forth for us to see it a few times. It stayed on the side of the road for us to see it there at least 3 times. On this night, we not only saw this big buck, but also the first baby of the season, with its mom. According to the tour guide, this is the best sighting so far this year, 8 moose in one night, buck, baby, mom, juvenile..... They have been seeing between 1 and a few in previous weeks
  4. While requesting divination by picking out bamboo sticks in 2 separate temples in Taiwan, I received 2 great messages in a row. I only need to throw the divination blocks once in one temple, and twice in another. Both messages are among the best one can receive, and one is the best message.
  5. I was able to sit in the middle of second row, facing directly at Amma, during Darshan (See Amma the hugging saint)
  6. Went to have I Ching reading to see whether citywide slot reduction will affect my program. The prediction is no cut for me. I was not very sure because one probable way is every classroom loses 3 slots across the board. Two weeks later, the final result is announced. My program is one of the 4 not being cut, out of 23 programs citywide.
  7.  I bought a deck of Oracle card two weeks ago. To receive messages from angels, I picked one card a day in the first few days, and then 2 or 3 cards a day. When too busy,I skip a day. One card has been kept coming up--Mediumship. The card says "You have natural ability to connect with departed loved ones." It has come up in 6 days. On one day, it even appeared twice when drawing three cards.
  8. I pulled "Be willing to forgive" and all of a sudden, something irritated my contact lens and I had to stopped and took the lens out. I came back, shuffled the cards, and pulled a card. It is "Be willing to forgive" again.
   9. I have not had bad dreams or nightmares ever since my first awakening almost 10 years ago. One day I realized that I have not had bad dreams at all. (I still remember having nightmares or woke up from crying or screaming from the dreams long time ago.)
  10. After a Sunday workshop in the shamanism apprenticeship series in the instructor's house, a few of us started to attempt to get whatever was in the chimney out. It turned out to be a small hawk stuck in there for three days at the time. However we just could not get to it. Everyone tried to do something to help. I called the Angel Memorial Hospital and jot down a couple of phone numbers in a paper in someone's notebook. Later on, I noticed that the cover of the notebook happened to be full of the tiny birds, rows and rows of them, looking exactly like the baby hawk! What a co-incident. The hawk was rescued by a wildlife specialist the next day with no injuries and was doing very well.