Wednesday, September 18, 2013

More Synchronicity

  1. I was contacting a healer to ask a question or order something. Right when I started composing the email, my alarm clock which has been dead for at least 2, 3 years all of a sudden started to beep. I figured maybe earlier I had accidentally move the switch to alarm setting position and somehow it could still beep when time. I went to the clock and was shocked to find that even the switch was in the off position.
  2. Sometimes I would chant Great Compassion Mantra in seemingly impossible situation and amazing results often occur . The latest has been that when rushing to work, if I aim at rushing to the office at 9:30, by chanting, I would get there at exactly or a little after 9:30, even though it seem totally impossible. Sometimes the traffic is so heavy but then it will somehow move quickly, or I would go on the road and will find only a few cars on the road. It amazed me every single time.
  3. In June I joined a moose tour in New Hampshire to see this magnificent creature in the wild. We saw one in the beginning and then nothing happened for a long while. I started to wonder whether we would get to see any more. I started to talk to Kwan Yin to please send some moose our way and envision seeing a big buck, not among the trees, but on the side of the road. After a while, to my amazement, one big buck with long horns was spotted right on the side of the road! The van drove back and forth for us to see it a few times. It stayed on the side of the road for us to see it there at least 3 times. On this night, we not only saw this big buck, but also the first baby of the season, with its mom. According to the tour guide, this is the best sighting so far this year, 8 moose in one night, buck, baby, mom, juvenile..... They have been seeing between 1 and a few in previous weeks
  4. While requesting divination by picking out bamboo sticks in 2 separate temples in Taiwan, I received 2 great messages in a row. I only need to throw the divination blocks once in one temple, and twice in another. Both messages are among the best one can receive, and one is the best message.
  5. I was able to sit in the middle of second row, facing directly at Amma, during Darshan (See Amma the hugging saint)
  6. Went to have I Ching reading to see whether citywide slot reduction will affect my program. The prediction is no cut for me. I was not very sure because one probable way is every classroom loses 3 slots across the board. Two weeks later, the final result is announced. My program is one of the 4 not being cut, out of 23 programs citywide.
  7.  I bought a deck of Oracle card two weeks ago. To receive messages from angels, I picked one card a day in the first few days, and then 2 or 3 cards a day. When too busy,I skip a day. One card has been kept coming up--Mediumship. The card says "You have natural ability to connect with departed loved ones." It has come up in 6 days. On one day, it even appeared twice when drawing three cards.
  8. I pulled "Be willing to forgive" and all of a sudden, something irritated my contact lens and I had to stopped and took the lens out. I came back, shuffled the cards, and pulled a card. It is "Be willing to forgive" again.
   9. I have not had bad dreams or nightmares ever since my first awakening almost 10 years ago. One day I realized that I have not had bad dreams at all. (I still remember having nightmares or woke up from crying or screaming from the dreams long time ago.)
  10. After a Sunday workshop in the shamanism apprenticeship series in the instructor's house, a few of us started to attempt to get whatever was in the chimney out. It turned out to be a small hawk stuck in there for three days at the time. However we just could not get to it. Everyone tried to do something to help. I called the Angel Memorial Hospital and jot down a couple of phone numbers in a paper in someone's notebook. Later on, I noticed that the cover of the notebook happened to be full of the tiny birds, rows and rows of them, looking exactly like the baby hawk! What a co-incident. The hawk was rescued by a wildlife specialist the next day with no injuries and was doing very well.



Saturday, August 24, 2013

Are we in denial? That's why we want to be away from ourselves?

  For many years, all my free time was spent walking in the nature. Besides traveling to Asia to visit my family, I did not do much traveling at all.
  Since May of this year, all of a sudden I feel strongly to travel and explore. So I have done quite a bit of traveling, both locally and internationally,for the past few months.
  I could go on and on, taking advantage of weekends, as well as vacation from work.
  Then I realized something.
  "Am I in denial to the possible truth that the divine is right in front of me? Am I in denial to the possible truth that what I am seeing is magic and awe?" This arises from inner quietness during meditation.
  I was planning to go away for three nights to Maine. Right before booking lodging, I realized that this chasing after new places and new adventure, although fun, isn't really inspiring. More trips seem to only trigger the desire for even more trips.
  Is there a different way? What about trying out a different role and accomplish tasks for a change? What if I am a cleaner or a designer for a day, spending a day cleaning and thinking about my neglected place. Am I in denial to the fact that my place is already bed and breakfast and my weekend activity is vacation fun?
  So I withheld the urge to go away, spending chunks of time here and there steam washing the carpet, wiping all surface, washing the bedding and throwing out some old junks. While walking in the woods, I wondered again how this is different from a bed and breakfast experience.
  I had the range hood and bathroom sink faucet replaced. An area rug is added for the couch. The microwave was moved out of the kitchen to make room for the counter top.Some decor are added around the place. If needed, I go to brunch or buy special food to add to the experience. When I cook, I use my old but still beautiful dishes to place the food....
  All of a sudden, I feel that I am in a bed and breakfast already. My cat is an ambassador for the inn and it would be called Cat's Inn
  I am delighted to realize that there is so much creativity inside that I don't really need to go anywhere for new experiences.
  What if everything around us is the divine?What if this place is the ultimate heaven? What if we are God? What if we are totally free to create?
  Are we in denial?

Monday, August 5, 2013

Experience with Braco's silent gaze

  Braco is an internationally renowed healer who heals with his silent gaze
  I attended his event in March. The sessions took place every half an hour. Braco came out for about 7 minutes gazing the audience with background music. I went in 4 sessions. In two of them,after the gazing stopped, I felt the energy rushed upward through my third eye and crown. My body got emotional for no reason and my face wept silently. This was not sadness, but I don't know what the weeping is about. Other two sessions, my body simply moved with the energy. In one session, I also sense energy ran up through both of my legs.
  A coworker of mine who often had predictive dream about me told me that she had a dream similar to this event 2 days before I went. She didn't know about me going to this event. In the dream, she saw a guy with shoulder length hair (Braco is) standing on the stage talking. The audience sits in rows of chairs, with seat belts fastened. A voice explained that the seat belt is to prevent people from propelled out in the air by the energy. A friend of hers got hit by the seat belt on the face and after bleeding, her face was healed and the skin was even more clear and beautiful looking. Her friend brought the flower from the event home to her mother, who worried about financial problems. The flowers then lit up the room with bright light and her mother no longer worried. 
  In June, I was planning to volunteer in his event, but then Amma's event happened to be on the same weekend. As a result, I was not able to go. However, a few days before the June event, one morning I was still in half sleep and half awake state when a ray of golden light lit up the vision in my third eye. It caught me off guard and I wondered what it was. The golden light came in almost as branches of lightening bolts, right in the middle of my third eye,shinning bright and golden. It also looks familiar, although I couldn't remember what it was. A few days later, It occurred to me that that was the light representing Braco,s symbol, which makes up of rays of golden light shooting out all around.  

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Amma--the hugging saint


  If you have never heard about Amma, here is a good report by New York Times
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2013/05/26/business/ammas-multifaceted-empire-built-on-hugs.html?from=world
  I attended Amma's retreat at the end of June in Toronto, due to the Massachusetts retreat dates conflicting with work event. I just made a trip out of it to Canada, a country I have never been to.
  The retreat is unusually intense, packed with tracks of activities day and night. The popular Darshan goes on until early morning every day where people line up to receive hugs from the saint. It is amazing to see all these people come around her to support her and volunteer in her events. This has been the 10th year here at Toronto, where people attended year after year. I am a first timer and there are not a whole lot of things in spirituality I can call myself that.
  "May all beings in all the worlds be happy" "The goal is to lift the fallen ones" The chanting has many sacred and inspirational words. Amma sings and chants. She is out there all day all night long with very little rest. I went to bed exhausted while she was still in the hall receiving long line of people. A couple of hours after I arrived the hall next morning, she came into the hall again to do another round of activity. Has she slept at all? She puts herself out there to be among the people. She tirelessly hug people, feed people, sing and dance for people. What a loving saint!
  Her book details many miraculous events taking place in her life. Reading it is like reading the biography of Buddha. People started to recognize her as a saint since she was in her 20s when supernatural events happened around her. She also regularly channeled Lord Krishna, and later Mother Kali. She established school, university, hospital, charity organizations, in and outside of India. She does many things the government can't even accomplish. ....
  I attended Darshan all three days. On the second day, I got in line a lot earlier than the time being told. I was in awe when I found myself sitting in the middle of the second row, right in front of Amma. Even the microphone was a little to the side and did not block my direct vision with Amma. This is after the line we stood in got separated into two parts, one entering seats from one side, the other from the other side. It just happened that I ended up right in the middle, each of the 50 rows had at least 30 people and . I was totally awe struck, thinking that this has to be Kwan Ying's arrangement. What is the odds of ending up right in the middle?
  During the water ceremony on the third day, everyone was getting one small container of holy water blessed by Amma. The woman next to me was made to keep the water for later after she drank the water all up. So she asked for one more. The person who passed out water happened to have one more left after giving one to the woman next to me. So I asked to have the last water and I did. This is like another arrangement by Kwan Yin. No one in the audience got more than one.
  I made sure that I request and receive a mantra from Amma, a mantra with special meaning to myself that representing God.
  During the three days, I also attended "I Am" meditation sessions, a form of meditation created 30 years ago by Amma. She started to teach it now when she feels people are finally ready.



Sunday, June 9, 2013

Merging with Kwan Yin's love and light

 

 Three days ago in one part of a dream, I saw a light in the shape of Kwan Yin manifested in frront of me. I realized that something extrodinary was taking place. I was totally moved and awed and full of joy. I grab my phone to take a photo. The shape of light turned into an existence on the wall and stayed there. I woke up and felt very special about the dream
  The daily Kriya yoga practice in the morning is only about half an hour (depending on one's schedule), breaking into 4 parts. In one of them I invite light beings to come to help me. I always invite Kwan Yin. I have always prayed to her for help since I was little.
   After symbolically pulling myself out of my body, I ask that light being of divine love come into me. Usually within a minute or two, I start to feel sense of calmness and serenity come over me. I said " Let Kwan Yin carry this" " Let Kwan Yin do this. She knows what I need." " In the flow of love and light" as if floating in the warm water full of shining bright light. It is as if Kwan Yin takes over while I am taking the best rest of my life.
  I incorporate this merging technique from one of the shamanic journeying methods. It has been tremendous. On the way to work every morning, I also chant Kwan Yin's "Great Compassion Mantra" out loud all the way in my car. Ryan still keeps me in his light transmission list too.
  More and more, I sense light being being around me. I see more orbs or light balls during meditation, sometimes even with my open eyes during the day now. Kwan Yin.s presence is particularly warm and moving. I often sense her come in a pink light. Right away the healing envelop my whole body and being. Sometimes when I call out to light being or Kwan Yin, a brush of light or light ball would come up in my awareness, especially when I said "Make it happen now."
  During the day, sometimes I would go iinto inner awareness to ask what Kwan Yin would do for a problem at work. I often get a much more deeper and wider prospective right away and do not get hung up on silly details. Things would often take a turn for sunny and well round outcome.
  The much higher self esteem is particularly surprising and apparent. I found myself treat myself with much more love and self respect. I would try new things which I put off for years, just because I didn't feel needing them. All of a sudden, they all become interesting and I would love to try them at least once and truly enjoy them in the process. Ever since starting the meetup group and also re-arrange feng shui, I have been open to many new experiences--workshops, places, food....Perhaps these are things that might be helpful for me to move forward. There are reasons why we come back to this earth and there are things to experience before we can go on to higher development.
  I don't really put up with non-sense now. I would voice my disagreement so that the truth is complete. I also get over it very quickly without anymore mind drama afterwards.
  Merging with light beings seems to really bingt me to another level of awareness and existence. In the meantime, I truly want to walk Kwan Yin.s path and bring her love and light into this world.